November 1

It's the beginning of a new month. My goal this month is to keep my thoughts and feelings positive. I am exploring my relationship with my Sir and polyamory. Sir is showing a little hesitation, but the prospect of "her" moving in is extremely exciting to me. I am beginning to think about craft ideas and photo ops for the upcoming holiday season.
Sir and I have begun to expand our friendship base and have started attending parties and "munches" with like minded individuals. Our trust level rises with each day that passes. I trust my Sir to know what is right and wrong for my children and I. He is growing as a man with every "yes, Sir" received and disciplinary action he gives.
Since entering this new world of voyerism, pleasure, pain, respect and much misunderstanding, I have decided that I would like another woman in our family. As much as it sounds sexual, and believe me I know it does, to me the decision is not about sex. It is more about family and love and raising my kids to the best of my abilities. It is about taking care of my Sir to the best possible extent of my possibilities. Having another woman in our family would not only be an opportunity for me to make a life long friend, but for my children to have another Aunt. This also presents the opportunity for homeschooling, jobs, and the ability to move for our Sir if  necessary.